Fears

This morning I woke up
to a pissed Ellen
but she was easily
calmed down, she forgot
the 5th wheel came in last night
The forgetting is hard on her
We met Carol, originally from Georgia
I loved her
She will be great home support for Ellen
Ellen asked her "are those artificial knees"
Carol and I laughed
we took a tour and she was awesome
After consultation with Ellen/Sandy we hired her
She was too good to pass up
I then confronted my major fear
driving in major traffic in Phoenix
in a pimp mobile
I did it my palms were sweating, my feet
were sweating, I panicked then I chilled
then I passed Fiesta Mall where I wanted to
go FUCK!
So I did a loop
I hit See's Candy, I went back after an hour
to avoid more traffic
Tomorrow I do it again. I will hit traffic hour
on the way back
I have a few fears but this was a big one
Ellen fed the cat 6 times today
no exaggeration
but really who cares
The cat hisses at me I am afraid of it
Carol made waves with the cat
Ellen was awesome today she teaches me about
so many things too many to blog
I hugged her today and told her the 5th wheel is here
for 3 months, we have notes on the fridge
she is good, I am good
I am grateful for my friends
and for Shaymo
who has the patience for me.