boathouse

this was taken the night
after parker was born
i was still in van
we went out
chris came with us
on a lesbian adventure

parker has changed me
4 the better
certain things don't matter anymore
friends do
family does
how i conduct myself
everything i wear
now has spit up on it
i don't care

i will still be adventurous
do silly things
but with more of a conscience

i am still confused about
1 who has just walked away
i was probably that person once

i see my nephew and niece in a month
it's been two years 2 long.