i took this pic
in puerto vallarta
after jen and i
walked around
kinda drunk
we stumbled upon
a beautiful
cathedral
1 year ago
i filled out papers
2 adopt a baby
then i did a home study
and sent my documents
off 2 the u.s.
did the seminars
did the research
found 2 great
agencies
watched my 2
friends adopt
now i wait
the baby is due
in a few weeks
my attorney
sent me an email
2night telling me
things r not so
good
i think the birth
mom may parent
after all
she has had no
contact with
anyone
i spoke to her
2x she has my
utmost respect
as i took a bath
dexter fell in
the tub
i lifted him
out with tears
streaming down
my face
there is a baby
out there for
me it just might
not be this one
start all over
again 2morrow
greeting
my students
off the bus.
4 comments:
be sad...it's okay.
rejoice that the birth mother wants to love her baby...and know your child is being taken care of.
it will happen...in the right time.
Somehow, I will hope this works out!
You are much too wonderful and beautiful a soul not to share your life with a lucky child!
Please, please dry your tears and know that you are so very loved!
There is a baby out there for you and it will be the luckiest child on Earth!
alan
This one couldn't be yours--because there is another meant to be for you :) I just know it. Hugs to you and many good thoughts. I know things will be better soon.
yes...there is a special little soul out there, just waiting for u too....u will find each other... count on it.
j.
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